Last night I was feeling pretty nervous. I was trying to analyze why I was feeling this way. I was out of my comfort zone. I also knew this was not something everyone does nor should they.
I read a shirt that said “There will come a day when you cannot run a marathon, but today is not that day”
All pepped up in my running outfit from shoes to new hat I was ready to roll. When we arrived downtown the streets were packed with people. All kinds of people! You could not tell looking at anyone if they were fast, slow if they were running 10 K, the 1/2 marathon or the full marathon. Some were dressed in tutus, some in wild prints and skin tight, well tights. I could tell this was a group of people with one common goal… to finish!
We pressed into the group to get a good spot closer to the front. Ron’s niece Alexis was a fast runner so we got her placed in her category and then the rest of us filed in with the general public. Alex, my 18 year old son was there with Ron and I ready to take off for our13.1 mile trek through Little Rock.
Anxiety had given way to excitement! Well, that was a better feeling I guess. Sometimes you have step out into the unknown (pardon the pun). As we began running with the pack it looked like waves on the ocean as we all began to run slowly from the starting gate. It was wall to wall people. I began to tell myself over and over “I belong here, I can do this.”
My fear had been that I was an imposter and that I would be found out. I was not a part of a running club and running had always been hard for me. I was always the chubby teen who had the pretty face. I was never thought of as athletic by any stretch, that was until I met my darling husband Ron. For some reason he always thinks I can do or be whatever I want to be. He does not believe any of the junk I tell myself and he has no interest in letting me hang out in the past. So here I was running next to my best friend, coach, trainer and husband who believes I could do anything. It was a bonus to run with Alex although he did leave us mid race to finish before we did. I loved it when he said “Mom I am so proud of you.” on the way home.
Mile 1-2; The first two miles were really fun. People were all happy and unassuming of what horror was to come, they were just enjoying themselves.
Mile 3: Mile three of course if my fav and we walked a bit and did my Ginstinger gel and some water. The weather is beautiful!
Mile 5: I actually said “Ron I have to admit this is really fun!”
Mile 6: My ankles are starting to hurt but I am still running and enjoying the day
Mile 7-8: My knee is doing great but my gut is starting to hurt worse than my ankles.
The musical groups along the route were so great and refreshing. Lord I lift your name on high was playing and we ran with our hands held high in praise.
Mile 9; “I know I have run this far” I think to myself but I am struggling with the pain in my gut, and ankles. I know I can do it and so I begin to go through my list of people I pray for. I know there are some great needs out there and I know I am blessed to be healthy enough to run.
I had prayed for others though my back surgery and it has done wonders for my stress, I thought it would not hurt now right?
Mile 10: Double digits. The streets are lined with people and that helps. Ron keeps telling the crowd to yell “Go Nancy!” I have worn a blister on my baby toe on my right foot. Some little kid blesses us by offering a band aide we stop quickly. I feel we have lost a lot of time because I have had to stop at porta potties 4 times already! I am not sure what was up but my body was on mutiny and I am blaming my children at this point. 4 kids and 3 pregnancies have taken their toll and it is, what it is.
A nice lady on the side of the street gives us a small bottle of Gatorade, I believe it saved my life and she was an angel.
Mile 11- 12; These miles are a little blurry. I have a very high tolerance for pain but I was really slowing down. I had heard this is where you have to push past reality and into your Moxie, your hootspa, your inner chi, whatever you call it you better call it up in times like this. I was thinking the last time I was in this much pain and joy at the same time I was giving birth to Ben 13 years ago.
Mile 12.5-13; We can see the crowd is starting to get thicker and there is a lip stick stop about mile 12.5. I of course has brought my own! Jordan Essentials, Ready, Set, Go Red was my choice for the run. Bright and fresh I was ready to bring it home but my body was not so cooperative. Ron began to chat with me about how we would cross the finish line, would we hold hands, both raise fists in victory, did I want him to run head and take my photo? Boy was he chatty, did he just run the same race I did? We agreed on the holding hands high.
Mile 13- 13.1; I can see it and there was my family with cow bells yelling, go Nanc!! We chugged across the finish line smiling. I also crossed it thinking I would not ever do this again!!! I know I will run again, just not this distance. I know I am capable and I know I am strong and today I ran 13.1 miles.
The things I learned in my weeks of running are:
I am stronger than I think I am
I can belong as long as I believe I belong
I can become whatever I set my mind to, even a marathon runner
You have to have great support for big goals, my hubby has been the best.
Good gear and equipment is really that important
You have to learn to spit when you run or it looks like drool
Always take a potty break if you think you need one, you probably do (tip for post baby friends)
You can have back surgery and go on to be a runner.
Runners come in all shapes, sizes and distances
And I am a runner…
Alex and I pre-race- Mile 3, 6, 9, 11 and big finish
Finish time for those who care 2 hours 51 minutes

















